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We blossom and flourish like leaves on a tree
And wither and perish, but nought changeth Thee


The fever came down overnight, thank God. Apparently I ate too much heaty food two days ago, and bacteria invaded me in that moment of weakness. Right now I still have a fever (but it's not high anymore), and thick phlegm in my nose and throat.


This afternoon has been a cloudy one, but I do not feel the gloom. Instead, I see the wonders of creation in all the formations.

It is once again time to decide if I should take the CoF. I suppose this time round I am readied, though my motives are still quite different from that of other people. I would take the CoF so that I may partake of the Eucharist, not because I see the CoF as a necessary part of Christian living.


You seem to become more beautiful every time I see you, yet my mouth remains shut, for I fear to make another mistake. I will wait for the right time,