Patience..

"If watching is all you can do, watch it to the end."
Do you know, if I could help, I would do so freely.. Actually, I want to, but I am under bonds.


I live in a hope that life will get better. Yet, I will bear no delusions that for the present, I suffer physically and walk in anxiety. Perhaps things need to get worse first, then I can appreciate the norm.

I realized that I have become more skinny over the past weeks. I've been burning off fat, but gaining some muscle mass. Not sure if I should eat more, but I still feel guilty whenever my belly is full. Maybe I can blame stress too.

Somehow I've gotta pass SOC and get IPPT Silver..


Irony. During yesterday's inter-church games, FERC members were about half of the attendance, despite there being 5 other churches present. However, FERC was the only church that didn't have a minister, when one might expect 2 or 3. In other news, I still don't understand why CERC didn't turn up.