paralyzed

because of sin, because of fear, and because of mistrust..
how did we become ignorant of Satan's devices?


Driving lessons are coming along, because most of my bookings are in this month. I'm improving, I know that, but sometimes I just feel I don't like driving at all.

Work is boring, I can take the boredom, but I probably can't take talking about it. Even the weather is a more interesting topic of discussion lately.

I've had a idea - I could pick up singing and put it online. Simply because I've nothing better to do, and it'll be an outlet for me. I'll need a program to add in the music - maybe modify my voice too. heh, in any case, I've to practice singing at a constant volume so the recordings won't sound bad.


I miss the past, when everyone was genuinely carefree. Now when I try to do anything, I find that everyone is.. busy. It's like people naturally stretch themselves out with commitments until they forget to prioritise what things in life are important. I am no exception. Anyway, just as most of us people never get round to clearing our rooms, we find it hard to drop fragments of our past.

So the question is, if even for a few good reasons against stark reality, is it worth holding on? Is it right to hold on?