A hopeless situation

If you cannot love those who love you, how can you love your enemies?
I've worked out the perplexities so many times, but I keep forgetting the conclusion.
You do not desire for good, because your heart is not clean.
Despite rejection, I still long to save, but I cannot keep my intentions pure.


School will begin soon. The past remains as the past, and I must try to silence memories of failures or of good times. I cannot lug my regrets around.

I am weary of my sins. If only there was a way to run away from it all. If only I had courage not only to avoid escapism, but to face up to my problems.