abrasive

I'm still feeling sleepy, although I had 8 hours of sleep last night. Maybe there's something hidden stressing me.

The last of my third molars is already erupted halfway. This time it don't hurt, but infections occur more frequently during the apoptosis. The tooth is the last of the wisdom teeth, so I shall soon have a full set of teeth! Though.. I really should do something about the primary incisors - the first 2 jut out (think bunny teeth XD). Comes from ripping meat off the bone.


One stage of my NS life is about to be over. In terms of time, I've served 1/8 of the 2 years already. Time is indeed passing quickly. Now most people say that BMT is the most memorable part of NS, but I think that won't apply to me. If anything only the warrant officers have made an impression on me (I'm inspired to keep fit), but sadly most of the recruits I know didn't take them seriously.

I have learnt about myself too. Only problem is I don't know how to apply this knowledge. I have a tendency to speak as though I have group responsibility when I'm not in charge (and I hardly take leadership). Can't blame me for wanting to improve the situation, but the means.. it's out of place.

Perhaps I should better emphasize being an INTp (more of being myself) than trying to communicate with others. See, the INTp is a quiet person, and tends to be a cold bucket of water when he speaks. I broke that tendency and talk a lot, hence a lot of pessimism comes out. Either that, or randomness pours.


okay enough ranting. Plans have changed here and there, but I think I shall still be going for only half the church camp. Results for the NDP tickets should be coming out later this week. yays

I'm going to buy C & C Generals plus the expansion pack Zero Hour (:

I've begun carbo-loading.