Stand-down

If BMT was my transition from boy to soldier, then now begins my transition from soldier to man.

I was really going to type out that I'm now relaxed and everything.. but that was before a call I got at noon. There's a chance I'll get arrowed to travel east again, to tramp around in jungle of painful memories. I really don't want to go; not just because it'll burn my 21st birthday. I'm far from my physical peak, and all the packing is so very troublesome. Not to mention I've been expecting my pace of life to slow for a while.

Pray this trial will be passed from me.