outbid

Bidding for modules is such a waste of time. It's like a slow game you can't fast forward. Life goes on, anyway, and I'm just procrastinating a lot of things.

I've sort of decided to postphone going through the materials course by SP. Apparently I won't be doing any related modules this academic year. sigh I don't need extra stuff to crowd my mind.

I don't really feel like attending KS anymore. Perhaps it's time for me to leave, to let it go. Meanwhile, I've been eating too much and not exercising. I've put on a few kilograms since ORD, and I hope I'll be able to lose it at school - simply by eating less. There's always excess food at home or when I eat out with my family.

Planning for KSS Retreat is.. well, I shouldn't be complaining, but all our commitment just isn't quite there. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. I wonder if things will get better when school starts; sometimes stress causes us to reprioritise.