Thursday, 7 April 2011

soft yin

The days draw on, and I'm just waiting for opportunities. Yet what I have seems to be slowly taken away. I can see into the future; sometimes I have no power to prevent it, and other times I have no power to fulfil it.

What happens if your thoughts and your actions don't agree? Is that being dishonest with yourself, or does it prove how weak the flesh can be?


Anyway, I've started working for the first time. I'm glad I've a lot of experience staring at computer screens the whole day. I suppose my job is a bit like playing farmville, what with clicking around, just that it's a lot less exciting. I just hope my commitment to this company isn't going to be as strong as I might let it become. I want to go for church camp this year.