gusted?

Nay, I shall not let any other take thy place..


Shall I eat the meat of durians, and let myself be kept from the meat of the work upon me? Indeed distractions hinder me, when what I need is time for pondering.

This day have I spent much time in an attempt to discern principles of divorce & remarriage from the incidents of David's relationships with Michal and Abigail, as described in 1Samuel 25 and other passages. Apparently I have not come to any conclusion yet, though I must in due time.


Again I am pressured to travel on holiday. I will not yield. If the need arise, I shall leave the house to escape the trip. This they do not know, not the display of my will, but the independence I can fulfil. What I have made known is thus: though they may waste their money on a ticket, yet I shall not waste my time on a trip.

I would wish that such worries be not added upon me before it's time (post-A's), yet as it is already declared, I cannot but devise a framework of resort. However I shan't dwell excessively upon this issue; here I have recorded my resent.