busyness

this isn't what I wanted, from what I've learnt all is bleak. I want to change myself, but what if the problems are inherent? I don't know if it will work out.. God knows.


The eye has past, cloud-filled though it was. The storm has unexpectedly intensified, either that, or I fell sick, so everything's more difficult to handle. I expect the storm to dissipate in a week, when human Geography is over and done with.

Today I did Math paper 2, stats and all. After falling sick overnight, I thought that I might be unable to cope with this paper (statistics is not my strength anyway), and so I committed all to the Lord. I received grace enough to do the questions, and felt more confident than of paper 1. It seems as though He was waiting, and sent the illness to remind me that I ought to rely on Him. Sorta proves the 2 messages I got on Sunday - the proverbs on the sidebar. hm. I wish I could sound more grateful.


I've delved more into socionics than I thought I would. It figures, I'm an INTP, not ISTJ. I don't know how I remained misdiagnosed for so long. I'm not completely sure of the implications yet, but hopefully I can see a need to be more decisive, emotive, outgoing, and disciplined. XD