Attend to the Core!

Frankly, I'm tired..
Maybe you need some sleep? Or how weary is your heart?
Heart?
Yes, the sensitive and critical lump of flesh, but more of the emotions it represents.
It's been shot through so many times.. with every failure, passing insult, unappreciated effort, and budding dream crushed. Even if the mind doesn't perceive it.
Even if the mind doesn't want to perceive it.
uhm, yeah.. but it's almost amazing there's still a weak beat.
That's only because you've been pouring concrete on it to keep it together.. and you wonder why it feels so cold, hard, and brittle.
Well, I had thought it good to put my heart into everything I do, but I was just exposing it to the harshness of the world.
Now it's just a bleeding chunk - and you wanted to give it to somebody.
It's just unfit to give it to anyone now! Yet, what else could I do?!
Have you tried giving it to God?
What would He want with it?
I'm sure he's very interested in healing it :)