forbear

sorry. I'm not sure if it's my fault, but I would have taken it if you'd talk; God has other plans for each of us: a better future. I just hope you trust that too.


I feel very incapable right now. I think I'm low on sleep right now. Here comes negativity. I think the briefing didn't go too well, I asked a selfish question. I didn't feel sharp. Perhaps I shouldn't have risked my rest. I've been waking Joshua up every morning at about 5.30am. I'm not getting a solid block of sleep. My dreams recently have been disturbing. I think it might be better to forget them, so I shall not type more.


I went to youtube to look for some emo stuff. Stumbled upon these that occasionally managed to make me smile. Check them out. (in order of funniness [I think])










Tomorrow I go cycling. Westwards.